i want you to be mine..

sigh,when you tell me about this girls, you think i dont care, you think it doesnt hurt me, it does so much.

especially when you talk about how much you want to be with them, and also when you talk about your other one.

why cant be the one with you? why cant i be the one you want?

you say you are looking for someone to love, someone who will love you back, someone who will hold you, take care for you, be there for your every need. well im here for you, but i guess you just cannot see that.

why cant you see, that the one who truly loved you, has always been me.

i know you cannot see it, because of my horrible exterior, i dont not fit into your criteria, super hot girls, with fine bodies. I have nothing of that, but i will providing you everything you need on the inside. i love you so much, but you cannot see that.

i know its not your fault, because i coverit up that i dont not love you anymore. i cover it up, because i know how you feel.

to you i mean nothing, i know. im nobody, im jsut someone you talk to, and brag about, im not special to you, and you dont love me, even though you say it, i know you are playfully saying it.
i wish you would just say it for real.

you are so special to me and you should know that by now. I just want you to be mine, and mine alone. i dont want to share you.

i want to hold you in my arms when you are the weakest, and take care for you. Ill be there for you when you are at your strongest.

but you dont get that. maybe one day you will see, just how special you are to me.